I'm a child, a child digging at the earth with my smooth fingers, crumbling the construction of all pre made conditioning with struggling strength and a mind of shields. This year will be spectacular, not only because it will be but because I will make it that way. I can't think of another recent time I have been particularly content for 3 consecutive days let alone 8, though my aim is not contentment. Lovely things are happening, and I will let them. I'll list my new years resolutions and in December I will return and tick them off.
I will learn another musical instrument. Harp guitar? Guqin? Oboe?
I will join a gym and attend classes and work on being physically healthy.
I will learn Chinese ink painting.
I will stop using Facebook so frequently.
I will forget perfection.
I will forget perfection.
I will forget perfection.
I will feel the world as a human with a heart. Let myself be naive, inconsistent, struggling, and empower myself with ideas.
I will feel the world as a human with a heart. Let myself be naive, inconsistent, struggling, and empower myself with ideas.
We're off to a good start my love. Let's go!
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